Artist Statement

The paradox:

Artmaking causes me intense pain and overwhelming joy. Publicly, I strive to make work that is abstract, bold, and avoids cliché. Secretly, I want to make work that is meaningful, thought-provoking, and symbolic. As a kid, I liked blank pages, torn-paper collages, and rainbows. 

I get bored.  

When I create, a variety of topics interest me. Life doesn’t feel like one note, and I’m constantly changing. I prefer multiple flavors and interpretations. I’ve discovered that being honest with myself is the best way to work. Usually the work has a mind of its own. Labeling my choreography proves tricky….I’ve felt aggressive, lyrical, bound, comedic, serious...it varies. A few things are certain - I like head tail connection, standing still, and confrontation.

I like questions.  

Successful art is not a close copy of someone else’s work. Meaningful art should offer an honest perspective or inquiry. I’ve found that “originality” is unavoidable when we focus on the task, rather than the expectations of others. I’ve always loved art that challenges perspective. I find myself spending more time looking at works of cubism than realism.

I see rhythms in the body.

The human body is a fascinating and complex tool to create with. When it moves, I sense rhythms existing in the muscles, effort, and shape. I love seeing the pulse of the body, while envisioning conflicting sound scores. I ponder how to create satisfying conflict by combining unexpected sound, movement, and dancer interactions. I like catching myself by surprise.

I can’t stop.

The frustrating thing is that each work I make never fully satisfies…yet I can’t stop choreographing. I love to compose, sculpt, and dream, all the while doubting my artistic eye and the reception of my efforts. I’m learning to let people help me, despite my fear of criticism. The inquiry never ends. I’ll admit that I’m terrified sometimes, but can’t seem to stop making. The urge to create, uncover, and add a new voice to the ever-flowing pool of dance is invigorating.